Daily Archives: June 17, 2015

Makan-makan and more makan….

Makan-makan and more makan….

Aduhai, memory handphone dah nak burst banyak no gambaq makanan aku ambik….. nak delete sayang, so mari kita share kat sini…

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Ini beef straganoff. Mat salleh buat pakai button mushroom, aku tibai pakai king oyster mushroom, mat salleh pakai sourcream aku tibai jek yogurt…hahaha

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 Buat bubur sebab ada stock sambal hijau. Boleh guna buat rencah goreng sayur and as sambal condiment. Yang lain tu enteng jek, goreng ikan bilis, telur letak chai poh and serunding daging. Siap!! Makanan untuk orang malas…. hihi

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Nasi goreng ni pun guna sambal hijau instant and leftover ayam kicap… haha dasar pemalas kan…yang penting sedap dan perut kenyang…

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Pucuk labu siam masak lemak dengan udang… makan dengan ikan pekasam….pergghhh!! Nikmat!

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Ini puding buih. Aku buat sebab teringin nak makan tapi kejadian tak berapa menjadi sebab bawah dia tu lapisan lengkong. Salah sendiri sebab tak paham resepi…hahaha tapi puding ni manis sangat, i no loike. Kalau and a BIG kalau, aku buat lagi, aku nak kurangkan gula dia sampai separuh.

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Laksa Penang..favourite food tapi jarang buat. Aku pun tak paham kenapa…? Hahahaha… malas ok…

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Asam Pedas Ikan Bawal Putih…ikan tu aku beli kat Kg Pasir Putih…punyalah jauh merayap nak beli ikan… hahaha lepas tu peram seminggu dalam peti ais baru masak…

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Asam Rebus Keladi. Batang keladi beli kat tepi jalan on the way balik from Pontian. Masa tu cousin aku nikah… Yo, sekarang batang keladi pun dah mahal looo…

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Kejadian amat mengerikan, punyalah malas, nak keluar pi makan kat kedai malas, nak masak malas tapi nak makan rajin, terpaksa lah kita makan leftover masak tomyam putih ayam. Tengok goreng telor dadar pun rentung, gara-gara malas….. hahahaha

Ok lah…upload ni dulu. Yang lain tu aku nak sertakan dengan resepi, senang nak cari later on bila teringin nak masak….

What i learned from not being loved back…

What i learned from not being loved back…

I have loved you. I laid my restless lips on yours. You asked me to wrap my legs around you.

I did, in ecstasy—waiting to be devoured, to be taken.Your warm place has always invited me to stay. We saw lanterns in the sky and dearly enjoyed dancing under the moonlight. You asked me never to stop singing, we spun and twirled in circles, we danced our grief and loneliness out, you danced my love out.You told me that silence never felt that good with anyone, and I awaited our next silent meeting. It was one painful wait. You brushed me with your light and showed me the way to pain and back, bemoaning your existence and mine.We shared it all.You taught me well about being spiritual, you mentioned “Tao” and “God.” You mentioned “her” too, a lot. So I taught myself how to keep my distance. I taught myself the meaning of letting go when you want to hang on so much. To live with the pain that has always been feeding on your sentimental heart and slow breath, live with it alongside tears of pride and missing someone so much, he could be in front of you and you’re unable to show your yearning, dammit. And oh, how I disgraced myself pining for your scent many more times than my body could find ways to express.My unrequited love, you taught me to love you, so efficaciously and skillfully you did. And I taught myself to undo it.

To anyone who has endured a similar experience, do me a favor, don’t waste your time waiting for somebody who isn’t ready. Even if all the stars are aligned and directing this path of endless suffering, don’t do it. Know your worth, it’s never too late, and know you’ll be guided to the exact lessons you need to move on and breathe again.

There’s no use for the crackling of your heart beat and your reluctance to release yourself from tears and wails.

Your heart is a skeptic, she knows better…don’t ignore her.

Remember, you will be loved.

Spring will come again sprouting blossoms of what autumn took away from you. Move. Okay? Go.

Set yourself free…

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